she's better than me

she's prettier than me
she's probably better than me
so you're more like it
so you chose
and she's my best friend ..

me = stupid

maybe I'm too stupid.
maybe I'm too naive for always wished you could change.
I do not know how long I can continue to survive.
I want to continue to survive even though this is very painful.
believe me, as hard as any myself but I could also destroyed